Instead of just posting lyrics, I wanted to find a song that could explain a lot of things going on with me right now. The song you should be hearing right now, is "Before Your Love" by Kelly Clarkson. It's a song that says a lot about things in my life, and more than one area of my life. It really talks about my relationship with God. She says in the song "I never needed anyone to make me feel alive But then again, I wasn't really living I never lived before your love" and that's so true before I brought God into my life I wasn't the person that I was truly meant to be, I was just this empty shell walking around on this earth. Then I realized that I really needed God in my life. Now my life has meaning and I'm finally seeing that I was really meant to be here. I feel as if I have a place now. Before I felt as if I was an outsider even to my friends, even my really close friends, but now I feel that they are seeing me in a different light. I'm going to quit trying to be the person that I think they want to be like and just be myself.
Like I said this song applies to many areas of my life, and it does. There are some really important people in my like that I feel that I've pushed myself away from, and I realize that without you in my life I don't have a life. Your love is what keeps me going and I never want to lose you in my life. I just wish that there was a way in which I could talk to you about this. I wish that there was a way that I could say that I'm sorry for the way I've acted. I wish that I could show you just how much you mean to me, and that I promise to change from my jealous ways and be there for you always.
Well that's about it I hope you enjoy listening to this song. It's a great song!
I hope to talk to ya'll later. Love You!,
Mark
Here are the lyrics to the song:
Before Your Love
I wonder how I ever made it through a day
How did I settle for a world in shades of grey
When you go in circles, all the scenery looks the same
And you don't know why
Then I looked into your eyes
Where the road stretched out in front of me
And I realized
I never lived before your love
I never felt before your touch
I never needed anyone to make me feel alive
But then again, I wasn't really living
I never lived before your love
I wanted more than just an ordinary life
All of my dreams seemed like castles in the sky
I stand before you and my heart is in your hands
And I don't know how
I survived without your kiss
Cause you've given me a reason to exist
I never lived before your love
I never felt before your touch
I never needed anyone to make me feel alive
But then again, I wasn't really living
I never lived before your love
And I don't know why
Why the sun decides to shine
But you breathed your love into me just in time
I never lived before your love
I never felt before your touch
I never needed anyone to make me feel alive
But then again, I wasn't really living
I never lived, i never lived, before your love
Posted at 11:57 pm by mark_gibson5
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